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If We Make It to May

by Beach Tower

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1.
December 03:37
You picked me up in the summer To leave me high and dry in December Now I can’t even remember What made me feel this way You move around like a spectre And disappear into ash and ember Now I don’t even remember Why I came all this way You keep me up all night I won’t take the blame Keep me out of sight It all ends the same You could have it all Pull me from beneath Everytime you fall Give me space to breathe
2.
Maybe love It ain’t worth it Why fall apart? When you can carry that weight So open up You’re burning bridges Why carry on For such a long wait Everytime I try, someone else comes and takes my place Everytime you lie, you get carried, you get carried away Everytime I try, someone else comes and takes my place Everytime you try, you get carried, you get carried away So fall asleep You won’t wake easy Write your dreams down It’s all the same So open up You’re burning bridges Why carry on For such a long wait Everytime I try, someone else comes and takes my place Everytime you lie, you get carried, you get carried away Everytime I try, someone else comes and takes my place Everytime you lie, you get carried, you get carried away So open up It ain’t worth it So open up To me now So open up You’re burning bridges So open up
3.
If these walls could speak, they’d spill so many things But they can’t understand the emptiness they bring I left a part of me in between the lines A silhouette to grace an empty space Someday you’ll pile up the fines Innocence on each forgotten face And if we make it to May I’ll carve your name into the back of my face And if we make it to May I’ll be wasted, tainted, gone I’m not proud at all of the man I’ve come to be And you’re coming to realize you can’t stand a thing about me I know you’re unravelling I can’t say these thoughts will cease But you can put yourself back together Piece by piece And if we make it to May I’ll get older and more bitter by the day And if we make it to May I’ll be wasted, tainted, gone I said “I can hear your trembling voice” She said “well you don’t have much of a choice” I said “Would you come back down to me?” She said “I feel for once that I’m truly free” And if we make it to May I’ll carve your name into the back of my face And if we make it to May I’ll get older and more bitter by the day And if we make it to May I’ll carve your name into the back of my face
4.
Evan's Riff 01:29
[Instrumental]
5.
Summer nights at your parents house could never Replace the things that we forgot about We had the world, but you had your doubts So screw this town, I’m moving out A stupid car covered up in dents It’s been two months since I’ve paid the rent There’s nothing left to convince me to stay What a perfect day for driving away Oh, summer nights, watched you go Oh, summer nights, long ago Oh, summer nights could never last Oh, summer nights are in the past Summer nights at your parents house I said I’m leaving so you kicked me out I wish that things didn’t end this grey Now there’s nothing left standing in my way A stupid car covered up in dents It’s been two months since I’ve paid the rent There’s no one left to convince me to stay What a perfect day for driving away Oh, summer nights, watched you go Oh, summer nights, long ago Oh, summer nights could never last Oh, summer nights are in the past I hate things left unsaid Constant pain in my head Holding on to letting go When I’m losing everything I know Oh, summer nights, watched you go Oh, summer nights, long ago Oh, summer nights could never last Oh, summer nights are in the past
6.
Love Poem 03:22
I’m no better than I was at the start of this year Constantly thinking the future is here And I’m holding on to letting go When I’m losing everything And I hate things left unsaid Constant pain in my head And I could bring this town to its knees If it gave me the peace that I need Oh, summer nights (summer nights)
7.
'Tis the last rose of summer Left a’ blooming alone All her lovely companions Have faded and all are gone No flower of her kindred No rosebud is nigh To reflect back her blushes And give sigh for sigh I'll not leave thee thou lone one To pine on the stern Since the lovely are sleeping Go sleep thou with them Thus kindly I scatter Thy leaves o'er the bed Where thy mates of the garden Lie scentless and dead So soon may I follow When friendships decay And from love's shining circle The gems drop away When true hearts lie withered And fond ones are flown Oh, who would inhabit This bleak world alone?
8.
Older 02:57
I can see your face get older Waiting never suited you well Get that wait off of your shoulder Where I’m bound, I cannot tell I think it’s starting to take hold Let’s just see where this thing goes I’ve been burned so much before this Take your time, I know I’m slow I don’t need to sit and reminisce Take a look before we go I think it’s starting to take hold Let’s just see where this thing goes
9.
Cover Me 03:31
All of your fears come back to me You say to just leave it all be All of your anger washed away It's killing you to see me that way Cover me Cover me You can't take everything away Give it to your heart astray Sometimes I see you disappear When you start to wonder why you're here The changing colors take me back Did you up and dressed you in black Cover me Cover me You've never heard a thing I've said All the lies that I've been fed I see your facade start to crack Give me a reason to come back What difference does it really make? One of us will surely break Cover me Cover me You can't take everything away Give it to your heart astray
10.
I'll Stay 06:40
Carry me on Don't make this harder than it needs to be Carry me on You break down whenever you see me Carry me on The rug has been pulled so far from under me People you love Everything's changing right in front of me Crashing cars Light a match and burn the whole city Carry me on Promise me that you can still hear me And Carry me on Carry me on Carry me on Carry me on And carry me on Carry me on

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This album was made during a transitional point in our lives and after a year of hard work from everyone involved, we're proud to present If We Make It to May, our first studio album. We hope you like it, and a huge thanks to Jenna Rutowski for recording, mixing and mastering the project, along with being a pal. We love you Jenna!

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released December 17, 2021

Beach Tower:
Evan Donnelly - Electric Bass (Tracks 1-3, 5, 6, 9, 10), Piano (Tracks 2, 4, 8, 10), Fender Rhodes (Track 6), Drums (Tracks 1, 3, 5, 6, 9), and Vocals (Track 7)
Cascio Fonseca - Lead Vocals (Tracks 1-3, 5-10)
Ryan Terry - Lead Guitar (Tracks 1-3, 5, 6, 9, 10), Acoustic Guitar (Tracks 4, 5, 8), Vocals (Tracks 3, 7), String Arranging (Tracks 1, 4), Horn Arranging (Track 1), and Choral Arranging (Track 7)
Johnny Zareski - Rhythm Guitar (Tracks 1-3, 5, 6, 9, 10), Acoustic Guitar (Track 8), Banjo (Track 4), and Vocals (Tracks 2, 3, 5, 6, 7)
Connor Bessey-Nolan - Management

Additional Musicians:
Cameron Bunch - Drums (Tracks 2, 10)
Lucas Cottet - Trumpet (Track 1)
Sören Lesher - Cello (Tracks 1, 4)
Olivia Rokosz - Additional String Arrangements (Track 1)
Jahaziel I De Los Santos Almonte - Violin (Tracks 1, 4)
Ian Schombs - Trombone (Track 1)
Samuel Valentin - Viola (Tracks 1, 4)

Jenna Rutowski - Production, Engineering, Mixing, and Mastering
Ashley Linton - Additional Engineering (Tracks 2, 10)

All music written by Evan Donnelly, Cascio Fonseca, Ryan Terry, and Johnny Zareski except for "Last Rose Of Summer" (Irish Traditional, Arranged by Ryan Terry)

All lyrics written by Cascio Fonseca and Ryan Terry except For "Last Rose Of Summer", Originally By Thomas Moore (1779-1852)

Front and back album Artwork covers by Winslow Homer (1836-1910)

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